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good byes are never fun, especially when they're forever. we had to say good bye to my kitty of 18 years yesterday. they said she was an old cat, they said her kidney's didn't work anymore, they said she had lived a good life. i want to believe what they say, and i do, but that doesn't make it any easier. my heart still hurts.